Christmakuh

was pretty good i had a lovley dinner with my family and aunt and uncle... i'm glad we didn't spend it alone like we did on thanksgiving.

we toasted to my grandmothers death (she passed yesterday.)... not that she died but that she got her wish (to die and be over with the pain) ..... and that she was able to spend xmas with grandpa and not in a stinky nursing home

i got a digital voice recorder from my parents so i can do interviews on the go and be a real live radio DJ :)

and a bunch of housewares socks and underwear ... ok i get the fucking point i'm a broke ass and i need to move out of the house!!!! i'll be gone soon don't you worry

what i really love about the holidays is giving tho... i got my sister a clock and trivot for her apt. i got my ma a paper shreder and the new john legend cd and i got my dad a lil' feat CD and a book by thomas friedman... i love to give people things thats why i'm broke!!!!!!


i love my family and my grandmas death didn't stop us from remembering them and laughing about the great times we had in their lives.

santa didn't bring me a girl who has shoe game, hustle game, and positive energy but i guess thats asking for too much... i'll probally die alone and i deserve that i'm a jerk... and i asked for things that probally don't exist (or are already in relationships)

so goodnight

i'm tired and i have been drinking alot to numb the pain latley i promise after the newyear i'm going to be sober again no more booze. goodnight never never land!